Why do people look down on my DXM use? People can smoke weed but they can’t drink cough syrup?
Night two… I did it again sober as fuck chilling with my loves seeing and feeling, attached and orientated. It was tiring, I was tired and nueseas but I think I worked through it well.
The aim isn’t to make them believe I am sober I am beyond convinced that my word means nothing and I am a liar. They have every reason to think so. The aim is to become sober and make them believe I am now again who they first knew me to be
It all started tonight. 1st night straight sober with the people I love most. I see more clearly. I feel more clearly. I remember why I chose to surround my self with these people. I feel the love again, and my love is stronger.
sometimes you just really need a break from reality.
and that’s what drugs are for.
the harsh reality about living with suicidal ideation is that no one but yourself is going to save you
you have to learn to live with the thoughts/urges
you have to become responsible for your own behaviour and your own safety
you can’t keep relying on other people to save you
I wish sorry meant something these days (via ink-trails)